Hi.
I didn't had a chance to play longer here. It was great server. Lots of great ideas. Don't give up. Take a break.... relax... next time will be much more better. Just try to do few things. Never give a question to wipe it or not. Always Wipe no matter what. Wipe also forum. Forum tells lots of things about server, GM, players, playstyle. People write bad stuff about server, usualy coz they been beaten by players, or got lack of knowledge how to play this game, or got not enough strong will to continue.
Save this server database, and all your work you did on it. Open it in future.
All best.